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You Don't Know My Story


I'm sorry it's been a while since I had posted anything. I've been dealing with finals in college and some personal things. Which leads me to write this. I get judged all the time. I do my very best to always look my best and be happy no matter how I feel, and so people don't even see what I have been through, they just see the parts in their face. This goes for people that are in my life now that do know my story. They don't know what I've been through our what my parents have been through and yet they will sit there and condemn me. But I know that people are going to judge anyways, so I will remind myself that I have fought like heck to get to where I am and I will continue to be resilient.

Don't judge my story off the chapter you walked in on. 

Just because you know me doesn't mean you KNOW me. I've been through a lot more than most people think. I have the scars, most mentally, but I have the scars. Just cause people can't see them doesn't mean they are nonexistent. I as told that I've not been through enough to know much about life...I've been through a heck of a lot more than they think but I'll shut my mouth because that's what I should do.
I've been told I have a Cinderella act going on and I need to drop it, though I'm sure they said it based off this blog, I could be wrong. So let me just say this. My blog: The Cinderella Story is related to SURVIVING. Getting through the abuse and becoming resilient. It has nothing to do with being fake, thinking I'm better than myself. It has to do with solely being a survivor and making yourself a better you. I have created this blog and this idea simply to "share the glass slipper" show that you can get through anything.

This has been one of the days where my depression has gotten to a high. I am exhausted because I had to force myself to get up, get dressed, put on make up, do my homework and even to eat. But you know what I do it, I force myself to do it because if I don't then I will just fall deeper into a depression. I get myself up and I remind myself that tomorrow will be a new day and I can get through it. And you know what? I'll get through this too.

So now let me do a reminder for you all: 

People are going to judge, they are going to stay hateful words to you and they are going to try and tear you down whether they are meaning to or it just happens. DON'T LET THEM GET TO YOU! It is hard to do, trust me I just admitted that I'm depressed today because of what people said, but yo have to try. You have to force yourself to get up and do things, make yourself feel better.


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